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On the other side of the world
She stands on the ocean shore
Gazing at the heavens
She wonders, is there something more
Never been told the name of Jesus
She turns and walks away
What a shame [oh yeahh]

Just across the street in your hometown
Leaving from his nine-to-five
Gazing down the road
He wonders, is this all there is to life
Never been told the name of Jesus
He continues on his way
What a shame [oh yeahh]

Whom shall I send?
Who will go for me?
To the ends of the earth
Who will rise up for their King
Here am I, send me
Here am I, send me


   

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I want to live in the city with no friends or family
I’m gonna look out the window of my color tv
I will remember to remember to forget you
Forgot me, I’m gonna look out the window of my color tv
Through the cracks in the wall
Slow motion for all
Dripped out of the bar
So (sports? ) is nothing at all
I’m watching tv
I guess that’s a solution
They gave me a receipt that said I didn’t buy nothing
So rust is a fire
And our blood oxidizes
My eyes roll around all around on the carpet
Oh hit the deck
It’s the decal man
Standing upside down and talking out of his pants

Through the cracks in the wall
Slow motion for all
Left holding the ball and a part for your car






so close your eyes and sleep to dream.
i'm by your side, no words to speak.
we'll set our course and make it through.
no matter how far i go, my heart remains with you..

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12.28.2004
Wow.silence.now.is.mandatory

WOW....I feel like the biggest jerk thats basically ever lived. I lied...so...much...and now I wont get my trust back. I wont lie ever again from this point on im making a pact with myself.

All I hear in my head over and over is "Kaity why...I mean what the fuck...how could you. Everythings messed up...you shouldof told the truth from the beginning...but no...you didnt." I dont beleive I did what I did. I lost the person Ive loved more than anything...and if any of you knew about me and Sean...yeah...I love him WAY more than that. And yes its possible. I am a self consious inconsiderit (sp mmhmkaythanksbye i know) selfish lying probing self centered typical teen of america white trash elitist fucking moron...and I wish I could of changed it. I love him...more than anything. And I promised I was something I wasnt...and...now when I promise it means nothing. I really cant stand myself. Im going to get over it soon enough..and well move on, and I get my second chance. But what if I slip up. What if I forget to clear something up. Im going through everything in my mind over and over and I dont know what else I could stop refraining from being considerate and clearing up my lies. And now I know...this is why I never used to lie. BECAUSE IT RUINS YOUR LIFE DAMNIT. He says its okay...and I know it will be. But what if he thinks im just not okay enough to move on...and I am. He might go and meet someone else to love..what if he does. Gawsh. Okay...yeah Im gonna die. I want to like...lay down...wake up a month and a half ago...restart everything...and tell the truth. But no I cant and now all I can do is lay down, fall asleep and just live in my dreams. Because thats the only place thats safe right now. And no...probably not. Those are poisoned too arent they. Mahn I suck.

My stratacaster should be arriving soon since my amp came.

             Love is just a phone call away and I dont have 50 cents

     
                -Zindy

Posted at Tuesday, December 28, 2004 by your myspace whore

 

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