((music: Finch- Letters To You, Matchbook Romance- Lovers & Liars Incubus- Warning, Sugarcult- Memory, Dashboard Confessional- all the songs))
Sorry i havent exploited my thoughts fairly recently...you have no idea what strenghts i need to indure to get on this puter. Anyway, the events that have passed are...going into NYC alone, the Festival Itialano, my smoke convultion against a white van with Gabby, my TV Commerical involvment, Ashleighs big move back, my brothers new haircut with the influence of Zach, and new neighbors.
NYC...beautiful place isnt it? or at least i think so, ive actually found something beautiful in it...just, the city and people...i love just sitting on a bench sipping one of NYC's famous smoothies (woo smoothies rock) and observing the people. its interesting how they interact. yes they arent so friendly at times, but i just found something awesome in it even though most people are like eww the city...i like it. anyway, i went into the city for IMX..wait, Daily Download the new label is, and rode with a friend for just the ride their, her name is Caley. it was interesting...racing to get their in time since i thought you were supposed to be there at 5:30 when really its 4:30, which is a major conundrum. So i catch the shuttle to 42nd and from their caught the 7 to Penn Station, ran to Fuse as my pants practically peeled off me from the wiplash and arrived at 4:50...4 fooking 50!!! and they wouldnt let me in!! GRRR TO JOSH! i called Jax since she was awaiting in the green room to see if i was allowed. she said Josh informed her that he would be out to get us blah blah. Josh came out but not for us...buttmunch. im going to get revenge by stealing his sound equipment. so i didnt get to go in and be with sugarcult and jet but i did walk around they city for the day, came back when it was over hugged sugarcult and got autographs!! but didnt get to see Jet. Jax got to kiss sugarcult on air! lucky little shit. i was confused since i didnt have Caley with me and would have to make me way back on my own...so i took the 7 back to the shuttle to Grand Central Station and had half an hour to burn before the next train, i had to blend in and NOT look lost for i would be pinned up against the wall and mugged in a hallway. so i walked over into the connector and snatched a bagel while trying to locate the 111 train which i went into the dining place and didnt know thats where it was. its this huge long narrow hallway that echos with every step. i was alone...i heard steps behing me and found i was not alone. i guess i looked either afriad or puzzled because the man asked if i was going to go eat or if i needed help finding something...i dont want to be rude, but you should never take advice from someone alone in a echoy hallway, so i said no i already got something to eat and im fine but thank you anyway...i guess i looked scared at that point and so as he walked away he relpied "take it easy okay dont get hurt"...phew. i guess i did blend in though, no tourristy looks...i had a sidebag to carry even if there was almost nothing in it i needed something like a bag since most New Yorkers do, i had my hair down and kinda curly with a light blue hat, black and white jersey that goes almost to my knees lol (...i dont usually wear them), and my dark blue jeans with my headphones. i looked NYish. so i found a huge seat to get comfy in and saw a clock 8:17....i had till 8:37 so i better board, i got up and went to the train. i walked past the people already seated along side the train and looked inside, i passed alot of guys who kept looking at me...i swear i probably had something on my face or something, but i kept walking till i got to the front, put my legs up on the seat in front of me, turned my music loud (haha some guy moved because he didnt like my music) and ate my breakfast/lunch/dinner. i arrived in Westport about an hour and 10 minutes later only to bump into who....COLTON! woo!! he just got out of the festival and was going home to Greenwich (sp) so we conversated and blah blah so now im going to the show on the 24th in danbury at the empress ballroom the fee is $10 please come. so that was that.
The one festival Westport is famous for...the brilliant and mezmorizing....Italian Festival (Festival Italiano). i went two times. i would have showed on Friday but i was in NYC, and got back too late. so the first time i showed with Laura and Liz and found Molly wandering around with her cousin like Alfred or something...i feel bad for not remembering his name. so anyway we fondled around and weaved through people to find who else but Char, Nikki, Gabby, Phil, Justin, Knome, and Jeasus. we all went on one ride together...which rocked. then just wandered around because were all weird like that. Molly started to have an anxiety attack so she called Whalen (her very rude overdeserved boyfriend) to come over...they couldnt contain themselves...tonsil hockey is what i refere to it as, not only that but jeez keep your hands away from under her pants dude...blech.((if they had smileys this is where id put a grossed out one)) so we all went home yeah. next day i was with Char, Gabby, and Zach since we met at the beach when i was with Molly, Lea, Whalen and uhh i ferget her name lol...so i went into Zachs car with everybody. we had sooo much fun. it was rad. Zachs a really cool guy...hes kinda together with Char, they make out all the time haha. so Char had to go home with Gabby for awhile while Zach went with me to the festival. it was cool we talked and stuff...i really got to know him and what everyone says about him isnt true at all, maybe one or two things...but these rumors their all shit. so the day goes on Char and Gabby arrive. Zach is no longer by my side to talk to but is mouth to mouth attached with Char. so we had fun...yeah...thats the Festival Italiano.
oh the famous smoke comvulsion...twas at the Festival. late at night when Char went home and i was left with Molly, and Gabby...Zach was visiting Char and would be coming back. it was late. Ashleigh came to the Festival and personally i have no problem with her shes an awesome gurl and a best friend...but hey have problems with her so they got really pissed and we finally went into the parking lot to where Zach would arrive. Gabby pulled out a cigg and i didnt notice, and im guessing she didnt notice i was next to her...i started breathing it in and became weak vastly and couldnt breathe. Molly called me over and i gathered up what i had to sit at on the bumped of a white van, no one noticed i was weezing thank god...i hate attraction being pulled to me. so i sat there trying to breathe and my girlfriend just had to come over and give me a hug (oh yeah me and Molly are going out ::wink wink::) and she heard me trying to get air and she got all paniky and sat down near my leg and held it with Gabby and Zach put out his hand for me to hold so i felt more comfortable. i hope i didnt cut off curculation. oops. and so they tried to get me cheered up when really i was happy you just couldnt tell with my no expressioned face. and since we were talking about my huge boobs earlier hahaha, Molly and Zach were like yeah since Mollys your girlfriend now i think shes allowed to see them, cmon show her show. i started laughing which is bad lol. but i finally was able to breathe and i got into Zachs car with everyone and we drove off as they dropped me off and then Gabby...then Molly. it was a fun night. i enjoyed the sweldering night sky above swallowing us all whole...as it seemed.
My mother signed me up for this commerical deal which i dont want to do and at this very moment i should be in front of a camera but NOOOO, i shant go today. so i guess im not allowed anywhere today which will change since it always does. but anyway. theres all these little people there like in 7th grade...ahh the youngins. so i did this one commerical and it sucked i must say and the camera really does add like 10 lbs lol...and added to my hugeness already...thats alot. ((IM HALF EXPECTING MOLLY GABBY NIKKI OR JULIE TO POP OUT OF NOWHERE AND HIT ME FOR CALLING MYSELF FAT AHHHH RUN!!)) so it sucks and our director is from Georgia and she has this rad accent...shes cool. i have no problem with her but i didnt go today. but i have to go since we have no money and my mother spent her own money (oh gosh spending money on your own children oh no not that ::clasps hands over mouth::) on so i have no choice but to suffer insanity of sitting still for 2 hours at a time...AHH I CANT SIT STILL IM ADHD THIS IS ABUSMENT!
so if you would like to hear about Ashleighs move, Zachs influence on my littlest brothers hair and my new weird neighbors...go to my xanga you pestilance fish! www.xanga.com/bluebunnii969
Ive been waiting for you,
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My mother signed me up for this commerical deal which i dont want to do and at this very moment i should be in front of a camera but NOOOO, i shant go today. so i guess im not allowed anywhere today which will change since it always does. but anyway. theres all these little people there like in 7th grade...ahh the youngins. so i did this one commerical and it sucked i must say and the camera really does add like 10 lbs lol...and added to my hugeness already...thats alot. ((IM HALF EXPECTING MOLLY GABBY NIKKI OR JULIE TO POP OUT OF NOWHERE AND HIT ME FOR CALLING MYSELF FAT AHHHH RUN!!)) so it sucks and our director is from Georgia and she has this rad accent...shes cool. i have no problem with her but i didnt go today. but i have to go since we have no money and my mother spent her own money (oh gosh spending money on your own children oh no not that ::clasps hands over mouth::) on so i have no choice but to suffer insanity of sitting still for 2 hours at a time...AHH I CANT SIT STILL IM ADHD THIS IS ABUSMENT!
so if you would like to hear about Ashleighs move, Zachs influence on my littlest brothers hair and my new weird neighbors...go to my xanga you pestilance fish! www.xanga.com/bluebunnii969
Ive been waiting for you,
¤¤Kaity¤¤